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Monday, 10 August 2009

Posted at 12:32 AM on August 10, 2009

I miss my fringe ! Oh well , I've been missing for a long time aye ? But it's still pretty much the same , not much of tags , or whatever . Let me just figure out pieces of what happen for the past week . Prelims just ended , and my canvas all done , what's left now is prep work , which is to be sumitted by this coming tuesday . So yeah . Anyways , yesterday had kenduri doa selamat [ family gathering ] at uncle Maail's crip . Almost everyone was there . But i kept sticking to Dayang , since the rest didn't much entertain me , or , didn't see me exist there i guess . I'm used to it anyway .

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Took tons of pictures with Dayang , and a few of candit ones of relatives . So yeah . Went back to aunt Ainon's crip to wait for dad to arrive . Went home , bathed and slept .


Anyways , to kak Syidah , who's going to start schooling soon , and will be away , since she's going to live in a hostel , anyways , kakak , do your best in everything alright ? I will sure to miss you . We'll meet up soon alright ? (:

About today , i fought with babybear , a major fight . And i'm damn fucking pissed off ! Korang satu satu , semangat 5 minit je ah . Ye ye je ajak aku , but ended up ? Cancel . Baik pe siak ? Dah cancel tak apa , ingat ada apa hal , rupanya keluar makan dengan mataair each other . Tak apa ah eh . Baik pe . Kata je last year together , tapi perangai ? Ah ! Forget it . Makes me pissed off like fucking what !


And boyfriend , you really make me mad ! Damn mad ! Sia sia je ah sekarang ? I sayang you macam cb ! I care pasal you macam sundal ! End up ini apa i dapat ? You penting kan kawan dari i ?! Eh ! Kawan akan kasi you makan in the future ?! Kawan yang akan be there for you in the future ?! Tak kan ? Will be your future wife right ? Abeh i sekarang third in your life ? What the fuck lah ! I siapa sia you ?! Siapa ? You nak nanti , satu hari , kata kata i terjadi , baru you nak menyesal ?! I give up , suka hati you ah nak buat apa . I ni kan siapa . Hanya seorang "mataair" . :'(


Every single one of you , if you didn't do anything wrong , then please just ignore this last paragraph . I've been too nice to you people is it ? That's why , you're stepping on my bloody head now ? Or should i be more of the old me ? But i don't want to ! Some are asking , eh , why are you so quiet lately ? It's because i'm suffering inside ! And i don't wish to share ! I got my own reasons why . So if you think you're great enough and don't need me , then please , don't be my friend . I'm alright with it . Then just let me move on with life , HAPPILY ! Get it ?! HAPPILY !

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